when you lose someone you love . whene they break your heart . it's tha hardest thing you could eve go through, and no matter how much time has passed, it never really goes aways .you may think you're getting better, but then you get a flachback or hear a song that reminds you of a memory, and it hits you all over again, all at once like a stab in the chest, you fall apart, for the hundreth time. and you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out . you love this person with all of your heart even though you know you shouldn't, they hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt, they stop your happiness, but yet you still want them, and only them, other people come alonge and give you chances to move on . but you know you don't want to, it upsets you, that you might be moving on, becouse you promised you never would, and even if they broke all thier promises, you want to keep your's on top of that; you're terrified. terrified of getting hurt again , but it's not like it matters anyways. at the end of the day you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. you don't want to miss them anymore. you don't wnat to love them anymore, but you know you always will.